Unwanted attention.

Although this post isn't about M, he clearly needed somewhere to vent his expression.

His two friends, long lovers, ended their time together.
However, M felt their attention seeking break ups are just too absurd, too undesirable.
While others pray for their future and lives to be mended elsewhere, M thinks low of their antiques and misdirection of emotions towards the world.
Why be informative about a breakup?
Why would every post, every picture, every words related to each other?
Why would someone say, "I can be strong without you," clearly aimed at the other party?
Why tell the whole world, about it, where clearly it is a sensitive subject?


Just a facade, a hidden motive to hide their relentless emotions and desire for one other without any answer.

And M only hopes that it isn't the same for him.

Supanova Gold Coast.

The weekend before blossomed a natural phenomenon of the denizens of a widely known cultural pop event; Supanova.

And yet again, he attempted to stamp his way through the crowds and provide a loving entertainment for the many. But despite that, his costume, plagued with problems; broken staff, dismantled lights, sewing undone. And by the end, although it was a great day, M was slightly disappointed of the outcome of the costume that he loved so much; that he made with his friends, and especially her. It felt like her heart was with him throughout.

Croma Black Mage, Supanova Gold Coast 2012

Just recently, his best friend broke off a long standing relationship with his other half...and that drifted M's heart just a little bit.

So far, in his life, nothing really happens.
The days just grew by, the thorns outside the porch continues to grow.
His job search still unnerving, wavering.
And his heart remained dormant.