The tidings of Christmas bringing joy to everyone around the world with presents and gifts.
For M, he finally heard her voice after 4 days of separation. Her voice brought a sense of calmness, relief, and happiness, and for her, supposedly the same. Now, he, longing for her warmth and comfort.
Christmas for two, from the distance.
Sunday, December 25, 2011
Friday, December 23, 2011
Like a million stars.
Both of them are miles apart.
Both anxiously waiting for each other to say something.
Both anticipating a reply from each other.
Loving and cherishing every single second, every moment.
And both missed each other, dearly.
And he loves her, like a million stars up above in the sky.
Both anxiously waiting for each other to say something.
Both anticipating a reply from each other.
Loving and cherishing every single second, every moment.
And both missed each other, dearly.
And he loves her, like a million stars up above in the sky.
Tuesday, December 20, 2011
Disregard.
His heart trembled at the sight of the two of them at the airport.
Even if he knew that their meeting would eventually happen.
But a certain lie was told by her.
She just briefly disregarding his feelings for a split second.
And M gave her a sincere apology for being there as a surprise.
And her, begging for forgiveness of her mistakes.
Quietly though, M's heart was shaken by the incident.
The lies unwillingly seeped through his veins.
And his heart ached silently.
Her gentle manner sought to ease his quiet suffering.
And he digressed...
A prevention of a more unneeded escalation of emotional disregards.
He smiled at her.
As she flew off into the horizon, back to her home.
And now, wanting her beside him...
Even if he knew that their meeting would eventually happen.
But a certain lie was told by her.
She just briefly disregarding his feelings for a split second.
And M gave her a sincere apology for being there as a surprise.
And her, begging for forgiveness of her mistakes.
Quietly though, M's heart was shaken by the incident.
The lies unwillingly seeped through his veins.
And his heart ached silently.
Her gentle manner sought to ease his quiet suffering.
And he digressed...
A prevention of a more unneeded escalation of emotional disregards.
He smiled at her.
As she flew off into the horizon, back to her home.
And now, wanting her beside him...
4:54am.
Stubbornness clouded M's mind and vision.
She did not want him to come along to the airport...for what reason he does not understand. Instead, he needed to see her, even for one second, even with his last breath, even with a last spurt of energy. He gathered himself then.
The time is 4:54am.
And he is awake, to attempt to travel down.
To see her off into the horizon.
Where he could not hold her thereafter.
And no physical contact for 2 weeks.
She did not want him to come along to the airport...for what reason he does not understand. Instead, he needed to see her, even for one second, even with his last breath, even with a last spurt of energy. He gathered himself then.
The time is 4:54am.
And he is awake, to attempt to travel down.
To see her off into the horizon.
Where he could not hold her thereafter.
And no physical contact for 2 weeks.
Thursday, December 15, 2011
Black Mage, Part IV.
Photoshoot done over the weekend.
Water Summon, Black Mage
A sad Black Mage...
Croma Black Mage Costume
Album link:
Black Mage Photoshoot Album
Water Summon, Black Mage
A sad Black Mage...
Croma Black Mage Costume
Album link:
Black Mage Photoshoot Album
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| Croma Black Mage. |
A blind eye.
He made his decision.
And with that, he fully closed his thoughts.
His words.
For all those unneeded memories of his rotten covered past.
To move on.
Slowly, but gradually.
As both parties rendered themselves unable to share wisdom and emotions anymore.
And he finally stepped away from the idiocy, lies and deceit, created by the fools.
The fools that have dauntingly destroyed his fragile heart.
Taking his soul away.
And he turned a blind eye.
His hope rests on his newly found shining star.
The star, graduating later today.
「おやすみ、Paloi」
And with that, he fully closed his thoughts.
His words.
For all those unneeded memories of his rotten covered past.
To move on.
Slowly, but gradually.
As both parties rendered themselves unable to share wisdom and emotions anymore.
And he finally stepped away from the idiocy, lies and deceit, created by the fools.
The fools that have dauntingly destroyed his fragile heart.
Taking his soul away.
And he turned a blind eye.
His hope rests on his newly found shining star.
The star, graduating later today.
「おやすみ、Paloi」
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