A rain to remember.

The battering sounds of a thunderstorm.

The heavy rain, foolishly turn their way to the bleak surrounding.

He sits in his room, getting a glimpse of his new game.
Deus Ex: Human Revolution.
A revolution indeed; the game evolving around cyborg augmentations, and superb storyline.
Grabbed his attention and his mind.
But, an assignment due tomorrow. And he, as busy as a bee.

Deus Ex: Human Revolution.

And it's been 6 days since she left.
The rain, reminded him of her.

Meaning.

When he said he misses her.
He doesn't know what she actually feels.
Does she really appreciate what he said and its true meanings?

Because he, from the bottom of his heart and soul.
Misses her company.
And still he can not figure anything out...

How.

Yesterday.

M was engaged in a conversation with his fellow classmates about a certain lecturer, whom they think is a really good teacher.

That lecturer coincidentally came out...and overheard it.
And acted cute; jumping like a rabbit towards us.
Tilting his head to one side.
Asking us how are we doing, and such.
M smiled then.

But inside, his mind was wandering out somewhere.
Thinking about her.
How was she doing and her safety.
His heart aches then.
And even now.

君だけ。

Only you.

"Life is very short and there's no time, for fussing and fighting my friend.

I have always thought that it's a crime, so I will ask you once again: try to see it my way, only time will tell if I am right or I am wrong. 

While you see it your way, there's a chance that we might fall apart before too long. 

We can work it out..."

「The Beatles」

She.

It was the first time.

She uttered,

"I'm happy with you..."

His heart felt at ease, when she spoke.
When he held her tight.
And she rest her head on his shoulders.
Their arms wrapped around.
His and her hands tied together.

A warm, gentle but somewhat painful feeling.

And she's due to leave the country...back home.

ケツメイシ『バラード』PV

Swing.

He was left into a silent retribution towards her undesired love.

The night after, he met her again.

She, returning his lost earphones.

But somehow, somewhere.
Something still exists between them.
Something small.
Fragile.

And they shared a timely moment on the swing by the park.

A special person.

「特別の存在。」

「彼女は。」

She held a special place in his heart.
Dearly.　

The times they had spent together were irreplaceable and meaningful.

But somehow, her eyes did not look at him.

And finally, she broke free of her gates.
And it was over.
Between M and her.

「愛してた。」

「全部、君だった。」

A moment of silence.

The park.

His surprise plan to meet her at the park after class, failed miserably.

2 hours of waiting, still nothing.

And he sat down, an unforgiving cold atmosphere.
His jacket wrapped tightly around his nimble feet.
His scarf with her sweet scent, covered his undeserving facade.
Absorbing his tears.

Staring up the starlit sky, his mind wandered off into the distant future.
Wondering what was his life meant.
What was he doing exactly.


He laid down on the grass.
A moment of silence.